Friday, March 7, 2014

Out Of Gas

So the week has been extremely tiring and exhausting, taktau nak describe camne :( 

I'm still struggling to juggle between study and also the commitment with UMalaya Radio, and trust me, it wasnt that easy. No I dont blame the situation, and I'm accepting the offer with complete realization that a lot of things will change this semester.

pretty much sums up my condition of the week


Tapi ape yang kita imagine memang tak sama bila kita sendiri yang lalui. setakat hampir 3 minggu pegang jawatan penolong s/u, all that i can say is, PANCIT~ setiap jawatan ada cabaran masing-masing, and kite pun still dalam fasa nak terima dan adaptasi.

Ada banyak perkara yang mengelirukan. Sangat banyak persoalan pasal pengurusan masa (i think i need to see a councelor) deep down inside, kite tau kite mampu, tapi kene betul-betul kene faham diri sendiri. kene faham prioriti.

Allah bagi masing-masing 24 jam. tapi pelik macam mana masa semua orang seems like tak sama panjang tempohnya. Ada orang boleh accomplish bermacam-macam kerja, tapi ada yang satu kerja pun terkial-kial. Maybe kat sini timbul persoalan tentang keberkatan masa. 

Berkat ke masa 24 jam Allah bg kat kita?  Dush :'(

I'm currently writing this with a sore throat, by which if i spoke to you, you might be confusing whether i'm speaking or whispering. haha. Can u imagine a talkative person having sore throat, it's like Muiz without his phone for selfie-ing. it's incomplete. haha. (pernah dapat roomate senyap, time asasi kat Nilam Puri dulu, wuuu seksa tau).

Normal lah, bila manusia tu rasa lemah. Nama pun manusia.tak semestinya dalam seminggu, ada satu hari yang lemah, terus kite judge diri kita ni lembik. Kite pernah undergo satu test tu, dia cakap kita kene kurangkan being to harsh on myself. self-critising is good, but bila dah terlalu banyak, boleh membawa kepada depresi.

So, doakanlah Sofwah diberi kekuatan untuk menghadapi hari-hari yang mendatang. Thanks kawan-kawan yang selalu risau dan ambik berat pasal kite. sorry sbb selalu buat korang risau. insyaAllah sofwah baik-baik je, hehe.

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rasa nak balik rumah >.<

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